Bah.
Pop. From the Who Needs Guitars Anyway? album, released in 2000. More info from Wikipedia.
Gonna be another short update, because I'm not in the best of moods.
I don't know when the next time will be in which I can see Kayla. Work has had me on a short leash, and she's had work the past couple of days, therefore I've been unable to see her. I thought I would have had the chance to see her tonight, but that got shot down quickly; she's been out with family and has to be at work early tomorrow morning. To make matters worse, she'll be going to a banquet tomorrow night - I could have attended (and was invited to do so), but I had to decline, as I didn't know what my work schedule was going to look like.
To better explain what I'm trying to say, here's a breakdown of the past week, as well as next week - Kayla's schedule is in brackets to compare the two.
Tuesday: Work from 3:30 AM until 9 AM; Work again from 3:30 PM until 6 [Available]
Wednesday: Work from 3:30 AM until 9 AM; work again from 4:00 PM until 6:30 [Available]
Thursday: Work from 3:30 AM until 9 AM; work again from 4:30 until 6:30 [Work]
Today: Work from 3:30 AM until 9 AM; work again from 1:30 PM until 7 PM [Work until 6:30; family time for the evening]
Tomorrow: Not working [Work at 8:30; banquet at 7 PM in Columbia]
Sunday: Work from 4:30 AM until 8? [Church from 10 AM until ??]
Monday through Friday next week: Work from x time in the morning until x time in the evening [Unknown]
Because of the wedding I'm attending next weekend, that will be the first time in nearly two weeks that I'll be able to see Kayla. I was really, really hoping that I would have had the chance to see her tonight, even amidst what she's been up to tonight and even if only for a few minutes.
I feel like shit. I've felt like shit all day. Are my feelings for her so strong in such a short time that I get upset when I can't see her for two weeks? And what does she feel on the matter? I of course never get texts from her to start conversation, so there's no real way of knowing, short of asking her.
I feel like sleeping and not waking up.