Full of Win
Jazz. From the Saxuality album, released in 1990. More info from Wikipedia.
Original music notes: jazz-stuff that sounds A-FUCKING-MAZING!
Short updates seem to be the recurring theme as of lately, and this one is no exception. I have the day off tomorrow (technically today), so I reckon I'll get a full update posted soon, be it today or in the near future.
I think it's safe to say that I've lost my mind. I've been paranoid for all the wrong reasons, as everything I've felt in the time I've spent away from Kayla has diminished in the past couple days. It wasn't that things were going bad, it's just that we've both been busy and unable to make time to see one another, amongst our best efforts. Not going into crazy detail, but I spent the evening with her tonight and got some definite answers to the questions I've been wondering (that I now see no need in asking, for said questions would indeed have jeopardized the relationship) - she's been just as upset as me that we haven't been able to see one another, but the feelings she has for me are absolutely genuine. I'd give up anything in the world to be able to conclude the evening with Kayla exactly as it occurred this evening: her resting her head on my shoulder in the car, holding hands (we were waiting for the rain to stop so I could walk her up to her door).
It's time for me to wake the fuck up and smell the damned coffee. I've got someone who feels the exact same as I feel for her, and I'm a complete moron and don't deserve anyone if I let paranoia interfere with what we've got going.
For the first time in two weeks, I'm happy. Kayla and I are good - great even. And all I can think about at this point is the next time I'll see her, which will be Friday night.