I Suck at This
Metalcore. From the Madness album, released in 2017. More info from Wikipedia.
Seriously, I tell myself that I'm going to update this thing on a slightly regular basis, and I end up failing in spectacular fashion. It's been a whirlwind of the last year plus, so let's see if I can type out everything significant that's occurred since my last post.
July 2022: In the month and some change after my last post, a temporary agreement was made between Kayla and I, discussing how finances would be covered in the interim. I went into the agreement with little care how it would impact me, under the premise that hopefully the inevitable divorce wouldn't occur. This agreement, while fair to Kayla and to show my honest intentions, would actually end up being a severe detriment to my own well-being (more to come).
October 2022: Throughout this entire ordeal, this month was arguably the darkest month I've ever lived up to that point. I went to see Kayla and the kids on the 5th — our ninth anniversary — and while I enjoyed seeing the kids and spending time with them, I left feeling utterly devastated.