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September 2023

A Collection

mood:  lonely
music: None. There's a bunch in this post.

I think this is going to be a fairly short update, but this is something that's been on my mind for the past week or so. This update serves as a collection of song lyrics that I've heard over the course of the past 17-ish months that I feel are relatable to my circumstances and accurately summarize some of the thoughts I've had in that time; namely as they relate to my recent divorce and thoughts/feelings towards Kayla. Some of these songs are newer, newly-discovered bangers; others are older "classics" (fuck, did I really just say that? I'm getting old) that I've enjoyed for many years. Hell, it's entirely possible that some of these songs have been featured in this journal over the time I've been writing in it (which recently rolled over the 18-year mark — maybe I am getting old).

Time to Decompress

mood:  indifferent
music: Motionless in White - Another Life # (1)
  1. 🎵 Metalcore. From the Disguise album, released in 2019. More info from Wikipedia.

Oh look, I only made it two weeks since the last post before making another. I call that progress!

What's been going on in the "new" life since two weeks ago? Absolutely fuck-all. At times, it's felt like time has been passing me by; other times, it's been at a complete standstill. This past weekend was probably the busiest I've had since being divorced, so let's recapitulate the events that have transpired (let's start with Tuesday).