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  • 14 min read

Journal Revival

mood:  blah
music: Brooks & Dunn - Neon Moon # (1)
  1. 🎵 Country. From the Brand New Man album, released in 1991. More info from Wikipedia.

It’s hard to believe that this account was created somewhere around 17 years ago. I recall the days of old, writing in this thing about Cassandra, taking breaks from writing, then writing about Liz, followed by more breaks, more about Cassandra, some about other women I was chatting up, and eventually culminating in a handful of entries about Kayla in the very early stages of our relationship back in 2011. Hell, it’s hard to believe that it’s been over ten years since my last update. As fate would have it, the purposes of knocking the dust off this old thing is the exact reason I stopped writing in it: Kayla.

A lot has changed in the past ten years, far more than I could ever accurately describe in a reasonable span of time. As such, my intent for the beginning of this update is to highlight the cliff notes and elaborate as needed after the fact.

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Short Update Syndrome Attack Number Three

location: The room
mood:     blah
music:    Five Finger Death Punch - Bulletproof # (1)
  1. 🎵 Heavy metal. From the War Is the Answer album, released in 2009. More info from Wikipedia.

Yep, here's another short update to make right before I turn in for the night. No surprise about the content of said update - it's about Kayla.

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Filling Space

location: The room
mood:     happy
music:    Five Finger Death Punch - Under and Over It # (1)
  1. 🎵 Heavy metal. From the American Capitalist album, released in 2011. More info from Wikipedia

    Original music notes: I jizzed my pants. Srsly.

Last several updates have been small. My goal is to make this a happy medium between one of my normal novel-sized updates and the two-sentence teasers, so we'll see what happens.

Tying in with what I posted on my last update, I told her I love her. Initially, these words were met with some passionate kisses, indicating her approval (and shared sentiments?) of what was said. However she didn't say anything back. I found myself wondering about it on the drive home that night.

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Short Update Syndrome

location: The room
mood:     confused
music:    Saliva - Always # (1)
  1. 🎵 Rock. From the Back into Your System album, released in 2002. More info from Wikipedia.

I think I'm going to start using this fictitious ailment on a regular basis and claim it's the cause of any short updates I make. In either case, Short Update Syndrome strikes again, as this update is going to be short.

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Outstanding

location: The room
mood:     happy
music:    Crazytown - Butterfly # (1)
  1. 🎵 Rap rock. From the The Gift of Game album, released in 1999. More info from Wikipedia.

Over the past couple days, it's definitely felt like Kayla and I are a couple. I guess it just took a little warming up and getting used to for her, but every time I'm with her now, it feels like we're a couple. This being said, I think it's safe to say that I can throw any doubts right out the window, because I honestly have no reason to have any.

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Full of Win

location: The room
mood:     cheerful
music:    Candy Dulfer - Lily Was Here # (1)
  1. 🎵 Jazz. From the Saxuality album, released in 1990. More info from Wikipedia.

    Original music notes: jazz-stuff that sounds A-FUCKING-MAZING!

Short updates seem to be the recurring theme as of lately, and this one is no exception. I have the day off tomorrow (technically today), so I reckon I'll get a full update posted soon, be it today or in the near future.

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Borderline Manic

location: The room
mood:     manic
music:    Five Finger Death Punch - White Knuckles # (1)
  1. 🎵 Heavy metal. From the The Way of the Fist album, released in 2007. More info from Wikipedia.

Keeping this one short as well - no sense typing a long update before I pass out.

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Reconsidering

location: The room
mood:     thoughtful
music:    The Offspring - (Can't Get My) Head Around You # (1)
  1. 🎵 Rock. From the Splinter album, released in 2003. More info from Wikipedia.

Yet another short update, as I don't have the time nor patience to hammer out a massive update right before I go to bed.

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Bah.

location: The room
mood:     tired
music:    Alice Deejay - Better Off Alone # (1)
  1. 🎵 Pop. From the Who Needs Guitars Anyway? album, released in 2000. More info from Wikipedia.

Gonna be another short update, because I'm not in the best of moods.